You poor sweet lady. I hope that you're feeling better this week and have been able to speak to a professional by now. If not, call the Panda helpline, as its very important for your daughter that you are safe and happy during these difficult months. http://www.pandasfoundation.org.uk/
I understand that it may be difficult to be proactive in your situation.If you're finding that this is the case, please PM me and I will find a way to organise help to come to your house.