Postby mrs_original » Mon Oct 04, 2021 7:03 am
I feel sorry for you, it isn't easy to go through this and I wish you get well soon.
When I was at Uni I had panic attacks too and they only stopped with therapy. Of course every time there was a major event in my life (getting married, moving countries, having kids) I worried they would come back but thankfully they haven't so I understand what it is to be constantly worrying that you be sick again.
Just start therapy quickly, it's the best thing you can do to yourself and your mental health.